Today was gorgeous outside!! It was absolutely a perfect outside day, too bad I spent most of it inside. Have you ever been around a miserable person? What do you do if that person is someone you are related too, or married to? Today was so nice and I was in such a good mood, but my mood was quickly downtrodden ed by someone else's attitude. I don't know why it effected me in this way. I mean, I know this person, I know what they are capable of and incapable of in terms of who they are as a person. I should know that they are miserable with everyone and that it is not me personally that they are after when they deliberately look me in my face and try to humiliate me in front of a group of people. Why did I retaliate?? Why couldn't I have been the better person and just smiled and apologized for upsetting them?? Then, I wouldn't have caused that person to leave the premises and accuse me of being a bitch. I really need to lighten up. Maybe that person knew that could start me specifically because they wanted a fight and they knew I would give it. I was the scapegoat for them wanting to leave? What is it about me that make s certain people want to pick on me? Am I a weak target, or am I just a bitch, so much that I think it is everyone else when in fact it really is just me???
You could really drive yourself nuts going in circles with this if a person cared that much right?? Too bad I don't care.
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Hi, jzt passing by =)
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