My Goodness!!!

June already!!! I love this time of year!! The weatehr is officially nice. My sweet daughters birthday is just days away. We are having a butterfly themed party. Super fun!! I love planning parties, even though I am not great at it. I have wonderful ideas but executing them... not so good.
I got the cake ordered, I have the birthday party favors (diy butterfly magnets), I purchased the party plates etc,.. all I need to do is order, or make the food!!! This is the most taxing part for me. I never know if I should make it myself or get it catered. I really would love to make it all, but I highly doubt that will happen. I will order it just to make sure I have enough, and it is Good!!!!
Oh well!! I was supposed to go on a field trip with my son's class today. I was going to meet up with another Mom and bring Mmadison. I was hoping my FIL would be home for Nick. Well, at 6:30 this a.m. my FIL tells my husband he will not be able to get Nick off the bus today. THERE GOES MY PLANS!!! Moving on !!! I am dissappointed, but to be expected for me!! I am going to look up some recipes for desserts... yeah I will make a few simple, delicious (I hope) desserts for the party!!!

Always looking...

Why is it that I am always looking for a new challenge? It is like I always want to make things a little better. I see nothing wrong with this.. but WHY? Why is there this constant need for me? It is very time consuming because once I get an idea in my head I cannot give up on it until it is finished or until I have utterly exhausted my efforts. I wonder if there is something missing in my life? Is it that I am not happy.. so I keep trying to fill that void with something?? Strange, it is!! Honestly I don't thing I would have it any other way. I just wish I didn't exhaust myself in this pursuit of mine. Oh well!! Just a thought I guess. It seems as though lately people keep asking me this very question. And I love when I am trying something brand new and then others after years of doing nothing, take me idea and develop it further as if it were theres. Am I not supposed to be offended by this??? Some would say I should be flattered. How can I be flattered when they are trying my idea behind my back and I find out later or through conversation. It makes me laugh!!! lol I am almost afraid to share my thoughts or research with anyone because I am afraid they will steal my idea and run with it. Then I would be SO MAD if they developed my idea before I did. That is not fair!! Get your own ideas... Be your your own person!! Geesh!!! Well I need to cut up some fruit for my darling little one.. Talk soon!!!